file me away

you know, teaching is something i will never get myself into, at least for the next 30 years. don't get me wrong, i like kids. in fact i love them. but to be a teacher and actually teach them something, is just impossibly hard. and for the record, i can't teach. i will probably end up having all the fun in the world with the kids and forget about the entire bullshit syllabus. and then the kids will joyously go home and tell the parents that they had a rockin' fun time in school. and when the folks ask them what they've learnt that day, the kids hesitate, try their best to recall the classes this morning, before saying, "poison ball?".

that's when you know you will never make it.