understanding stupidity

decisions are hard to make, especially when you're a fickle-minded person like me; someone who tends to be easily swayed and influenced by others. i know, sometimes you just have to make your own decision, stick with it and not regret in any way.

time is ticking.
i'm trying hard to learn. i mean it.


okay. i have tonnes of written reflections to do this week. tonnes of extra work and limited time. what's wrong? they just love to torture us, don't they. where's the welfare that they always talk about? when it's time to let our hair down, they should just let us. why suffocate us with hundred and one more things that are useless? i seriously don't understand.

it's plain stupidity.